All songs and lyrics written & by Bleib Modern.
Recorded by Bleib Modern between december 2016 & january 2017
at Black Verb Records Studio ( Coburg & Berlin ).
Produced and mixed by Philipp Läufer.
Mastered by Peter Peter ( PeterBleederStudio, Copenhagen ).
Artwork by Bleib Modern, pictures taken by Rafal Karcz & Thomas Schamann.
Vinyl released by Third Coming Records ( Paris ).
CD edition released by Manic Depression Records ( France ).
Tape edition released by Black Verb Records ( Berlin ).
Bleib Modern is Philipp, Vinz, Peter, Leo & Tommy.
Thanks for listening.
the sun is coming out again/can we watch her shine forever then/and the heat is burning my skin/can you tell me now/where I have been
the sun is coming out/is this the end/at least I'm dying with a friend/and now we start to run/what have we become/what have we done
Track Name: Self-Loathing
no I don't think that I'm good/cause I feel like shit/and it's all just caused by myself/no I don't think that I'm right/but I'm starting to feel better from time to time/I'm getting ( a ) fine
no I don't think that I would fall in love with you again/I feel so much better since you're gone/no I don't think that I'm good/cause I feel like a stone/I felt so much better with you/I feel alone
everybody wants to die alone/but I feel like coming down
Track Name: Solace
you changed your walls/but you didn't changed your smell/let me change your walls/to take you out of hell/you changed your walls/but you couldn't change your eyes/everytime I look at you I can see that something dies/I cut my arms/I cut my head/I want to die/cause you never make me cry
you changed your walls/but you didn't changed my head/everytime you close your eyes I can see myself there dead/I cut my hands/I cut my heart/I want to die/cause you never make me cry/no you never make me cry
Track Name: Nothing
you better keep your hands in my hands/cause it's easier for you/and you use to run in circles/at least the only thing that you do/I've been caught by a midnight shadow/taken away/locked forever/those ain't wasted years but there is nothing inside/there is nothing you can do/at least the only thing that's true/there is nothing you can do
Track Name: Mirror
when she dances she looks like a beauty queen/cause she turns my head around/when she dances she looks like someone else/cause she turns her back on me/when she dances she looks like somebody that I never wanted to know/when she dances I can see myself in her/anything that I don't want to be/she's a mirror to me/she's the one I want to be/she's a mirror to me/she might be the one who's made for me/dance with me/please dance with me
Track Name: Anxiety
what do you want to hear/I'm lying to you with every single word I say/don't you believe me/I'm lying to you cause I'm sure I've lost my way
what do you want to say/cause I don't feel like listening to you/what do you want to do/cause I don't want you to stay/even I want the same
what do you want to know/been telling you stories while I was hanging on the tree/what do you want to feel/I feel nothing at all/what do you want to hear
and you fall in love with the bitter taste/it's all just love you finally waste/still eating soul/still eating heart/still loving when we fall apart
Track Name: Mindless
I could look at you with strangers eyes through stones and walls/the earth is shaking when you move/I can feel your strength in my veins/I want to touch you/I could look at you with strangers eyes through bricks and bones/the earth is shaking when you move/I want to feel you
and now it's coming back/it's all coming back
you've been far away/you've been forcing this/you've been close to this/you've been close to me
Track Name: Blue Avowal
you can touch me/but never see me again/this may be the final words you will hear from me/my body needs to sleep/my body needs to rest
Track Name: Leave Me
steal my attention/take me into your skin/can you feel the dark attraction of the story we've been in/chow down my inner war/take my anxiety/can you steal the dark attraction that still covers me
just leave me here
forever lonely/I don't want to be your slave/while I'm dancing in the darkness/trying to be safe/the one and only/I don't want to be your grave/and everytime I feel like dancing only means that I'm trying to be safe
just leave me here
forever lonely/I don't want to be your slave/while I'm dancing in the darkness/and I'm trying to be brave
Track Name: Sunless
I couldn't find love in the depth of my heart/when the white of the winter took me into dark/and upon me there's an oath and it's willing to stay/when the green of the spring covers my soul in gray/there's one thing at least that is true/I couldn't find love but I found you
I couldn't find love in the depth of my soul/when the white of the winter took back what I stole/and it's breaking me down and it's breaking my neck/when spring comes again/you will find me in black/there's one thing at least that I do/I love you